Sunday, April 12, 2009

You Don't Matter to me much

There is this line in the movie "The Reader", where the female protagonist says to her male counterpart "You don't matter enough to me to hurt me..."
I have tried telling this to one close friend. But till this day whenever i tell him this, deep in my heart i know that iam faking.. he does matter to me... But i end up saying it to him with the hope that i would see a pinch of emotion in his eyes for me..
But Unfortunately till this day, whenever i have say this to him, i don't find a nunace of expression in that stone face... This bogs me down, I wonder what do i mean to him??